Rapid fire time..
What do I do.. even though I don’t want to?
Talk to my mom and brother. (Lots of family issues) Give too much of myself at my job. Care what my mom thinks of me and my life. Play politics of teaching. Temper parts of myself so that I provide the best image in certain situations. Play nice with people I would rather not see of deal with at all. Stay late at work to get stuff done.